Well, so...it turns out I'm not the only troll to ever have such a low blood color, because there was one other a long time ago who had the same color I do.
He somehow escaped culling, too, and he grew up and went around saying a lot of things and making a whole lot of promises and ultimately succeeding at nothing except for dying a gruesome tortuous death and being such a failure that his name and existence were wiped from all the records and just about no one gave much of a fuck. Except he was also good at one other thing, and that was getting some suckers to buy what he said who believed he was really going to fulfill all the impossible promises he made.
The entire reason I am alive is because of those gullible shitheads who think I'm here to do what he said he would do instead of just being a second sickening mistake on the part of the mother grub. So I have a life and I have a lusus and I have a shitty grey martyr sign to remind me that every day I'm a waste of sweeps of effort and hope because I was supposed to grow up and fucking save all of us and fix every problem in the entire universe while I'm at it and I don't know how to do that and I'm not even particularly good at anything and I don't even have the common decency to at least have an excuse for failure like getting roasted to death on some irons.
You know, he sounds like a shitbag to me but at the same time I'm nothing compared to him besides a spectacular disappointment. Whoops, you spent generations waiting for your leader, well here he is, that's right, this jackass. We know you're disappointed so we're throwing in some free instructions for ritual suicide along with his appearance, hope that helps.
That's how I feel, at least, which you're free to rightly judge as selfish and pathetic when I know everyone needs me and I should be dead anyway so maybe I should man the fuck up if I never exactly had anything that was mine to lose, huh?
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He somehow escaped culling, too, and he grew up and went around saying a lot of things and making a whole lot of promises and ultimately succeeding at nothing except for dying a gruesome tortuous death and being such a failure that his name and existence were wiped from all the records and just about no one gave much of a fuck. Except he was also good at one other thing, and that was getting some suckers to buy what he said who believed he was really going to fulfill all the impossible promises he made.
The entire reason I am alive is because of those gullible shitheads who think I'm here to do what he said he would do instead of just being a second sickening mistake on the part of the mother grub. So I have a life and I have a lusus and I have a shitty grey martyr sign to remind me that every day I'm a waste of sweeps of effort and hope because I was supposed to grow up and fucking save all of us and fix every problem in the entire universe while I'm at it and I don't know how to do that and I'm not even particularly good at anything and I don't even have the common decency to at least have an excuse for failure like getting roasted to death on some irons.
You know, he sounds like a shitbag to me but at the same time I'm nothing compared to him besides a spectacular disappointment. Whoops, you spent generations waiting for your leader, well here he is, that's right, this jackass. We know you're disappointed so we're throwing in some free instructions for ritual suicide along with his appearance, hope that helps.
That's how I feel, at least, which you're free to rightly judge as selfish and pathetic when I know everyone needs me and I should be dead anyway so maybe I should man the fuck up if I never exactly had anything that was mine to lose, huh?