❄ third reminder
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[ Jade places this call only a few minutes after drinking the morning's milk delivery. She sounds exactly like she feels: shitty. ]
Um, hi, Mayfield. I know things have been pretty bad recently, but I hope everyone's doing okay. I'm sorry I haven't been checking in on anyone!
[ Any cheeriness she had fostering fades as she continues. ]
With the way death is in this place, I guess I shouldn't be scared of it, but I still sort of am. Especially when I've already done it once. Hehe, um, at least this time I don't think it's going to hurt so badly.
So I guess I'll be able to talk to everyone tomorrow! I wonder if my police chief application had been better, maybe this wouldn't have happened. ...oh well.
Stay safe everyone! Bye.
[ Jade places this call only a few minutes after drinking the morning's milk delivery. She sounds exactly like she feels: shitty. ]
Um, hi, Mayfield. I know things have been pretty bad recently, but I hope everyone's doing okay. I'm sorry I haven't been checking in on anyone!
[ Any cheeriness she had fostering fades as she continues. ]
With the way death is in this place, I guess I shouldn't be scared of it, but I still sort of am. Especially when I've already done it once. Hehe, um, at least this time I don't think it's going to hurt so badly.
So I guess I'll be able to talk to everyone tomorrow! I wonder if my police chief application had been better, maybe this wouldn't have happened. ...oh well.
Stay safe everyone! Bye.
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Also... the death thing... you never get used to it. Don't... don't feel bad if you can't.
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[ There's a long pause. ] Have you died?
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[Another long pause. Then he answers quietly.]
Yeah. A few times.
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Are you used to it?
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It's always different, and it's always scary, and it... it always hurts.
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Maybe I can't stop it from hurting, but I want to at least try to not be scared.
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[And the pieces click into place and his tone gets very serious.]
Jade. What happened.
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...yeah, that makes sense. Klaus was... he wanted to be the one who drank the milk every day but I didn't want to let him. That's just... it's unfair.
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I did something pretty bad on Tuesday, so this could be like karma.
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Yeah. I did too.
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You did?
[ Knowing she's not the only one sends the strangest, yet most amazing feeling of relief rushing through her. ]
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[He's quiet for a moment before going on.]
Yeah, almost right away that morning I got droned and ended up killing my housemates and badly hurt a couple other people before someone shot me dead.
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[ She doesn't really know what to say, but she understands and she thinks he understands her too. ]
I don't think I have a lot of time left today, but we should hang out again sometime really soon.
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I think I have to go now, but I'm really glad I got to talk to you today.
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Um. Bye.
I'll see you soon.