http://godisachild.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] godisachild.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] echidna 2011-11-05 06:52 am (UTC)

I'm sorry how many times I edited this.

Oh. Oh, I'm sorry. You're right. I should try and make the best of things. I'll make sure to focus entirely on stupid crap like running for police chief which was an obvious red herring or trap, or attending all the just utterly productive dances, or playing girl scouts!

[His voice is frantic, and angry, and he chokes back, just barely a few times. He blinks his eyes a few times, hoping Jade can't notice to see that he's trying not to cry.]

There isn't a problem with finding things that make you happy if you're also trying to make an effort to do something like kill the people running this place so those who want to can get out of here. But no. You haven't done anything. At least I tried before I realized my worthlessness, instead of acting worthless from the get go.

I don't know you, not really. But I already know you're better than me, like everyone here you're better than me, and I'm sorry you have to deal with this crap. And I don't-

[He shakes his head a little, before smiling bitterly.]

Never mind. Just never mind. Do whatever you want. I don't have any right to judge you.

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